The truce
AM/PM
I need to remind myself that there’s still hope
I’m waving goodbye to trivial torments
And welcoming a reality I can certainly cope
Even if death threatens me again
I ought to carve these hours in my mind
No restraints for happiness shall remain
If I let go of all the hatred and start to be kind
I dare to bathe in the purest simplicity of the calm weather
And be swallowed by the comfort of the placid silence
I hover above the moon while the wind carries me as a feather
I kiss the stars while the thunder greets me with no violence
As I stay in touch with the message of a fortunate season
A joy unexpected, a gift thoroughly blessed
Turns all my uncertainties in mute oblivion
So I dress my soul with the felicity vest
I listen to the growing beatings knocking on my chest
And I allow prosperity to be my special guest
Maybe it’s not too late to breathe in and breathe out in my own pace
There’s much more to be loved, relished and saved
There are landscapes to be cherished and horizons to be appreciated
There are statues asking to come to life, poetry begging to be engraved.
I feel exultation in the promise of a colorful tomorrow
Sweet new surprises, no salty tears, just the rapture of delight
I see a promising rainbow I may trustfully follow
The dawn has come, bearing a blissful daylight
I’m being held captive by the brightest sun
Pleasure is consuming me, at last my eyes begin to shine
I feel consciously alive and inclined to have fun
All the pain is gone for the very first time
Heaven threw me ropes I can easily climb
The clouds are now clearly open wide
Like white pillows in the sky inviting me to fly
The dormant heart keeps begging to rise
And these bruised old hands insist to write
Though they constantly writhe and writhe in past demise.
Still mourning a forgotten pitiful cry
I know these fingers miss the sorrow and chaos,
They are used to the darkness, a gloom without rails
Yet I shall take over their ill will
I’m the one who spells the words in a single reel.
I’ll make these broken limbs my own paintbrush
I’ll pretend to be the artist without goals or lust.
The beastly beauty is out there, it’s time to go get it
That fake jewel has a gleam that I’m sure I can have it
I’ve got to run and chase my muse, record an image I can use
Bleed upon my supposed “creation”
Nothing is mine,
Cause it’s borrowed from a cheap nature interpretation
I sign my name and add,
World is a fertile ground for imagination
I hear the applause, my blood pulse
I feel my body tremble with anticipation.
I suck the venom of ugliness disguised as grace
I’ll drink my lament some other time
I eat away at the pride they stamp on my face
It will probably wither away late at night
It’s my choice to combine a few lighter rhymes
And swallow this battle of dreams I can’t cast aside
Sadness mustn’t rule my awaited freedom or that delayed smile
I’ve learnt to forsake my fears in a far deserted isle
It’s never wise to hide,
I should’ve known better
Death ceased to be that obvious exit I could rely,
Verses and rhythm are what matter
Time to hold my head up high,
Lines and stanzas I aim to scatter
They cannot take what’s mine
Even though what I have someday might shatter.
BY VCDA
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