Second chance

REDEMPTION I

Please just let me reborn

I always wanted to be released

I need my broken soul to be restored

I’m down on my worn out knees

To gracefully wear the crown of thorns

Give me one single opportunity

To recover all the gifts I abhorred

Let me glimpse the blaze of felicity

There’s no time left to deplore

I crave for these gardens of purity

The ones I mustn’t ever attempt to rob

Bestow me unlimited immunity

And I shall not falter anymore

Grant me one more valid chance

To finally wipe out my quiet sobs

I’ve been to the kingdom of anguish

I’m sure this time around I’ll not get lost

Once you offer me your infinite trust and patience

And simply leave all useless uncertainties to rot

I’ll not beg for your compassion or lenience

I shall never wound your noble and kind heart

I’ll endeavor to sow any requested penitence 

I’m anxious yet perfectly able to make a new start

As for my possible wrongs, I’ll take the consequences

I proudly intend to take this final resolution too far

My acute reasons and attitude are free of pretense

I know doleful nights will be merciless and smart

But since I deserve all retributions and offenses

I’ll endlessly persevere and follow this ruined path

I’m willing to embrace such a healing journey

I’m eager to properly play my trivial part

I now openly convey my deepest feelings

Cause I’ve finally learnt how to arrest my wrath

I am able to freely voice the innermost dreams

That would often torture my sealed mouth

I begin to speak of all those oblivious years

The words seem heavy and extremely loud

The sorrowful sounds are feverishly trembling

Yet they can even overwhelm the largest crowds

I’m here solely in your great name

I do not care about honor or applause

I’ve discarded all possessions that man created

I do not have valuable treasures to endow

I turned away from a cloud that was ill-fated

I’m ready to make my unbreakable sacred vows

There was a great amount of rectitude I displaced

There’s no dark sin or shameful guilt I’ll try to shroud

I long for these scorching stains to be erased

I’m no longer the one who deceives and bow

My treacherous conquests were all slow paced

Now I lay down my weapons to fly as a ravenous crow

There weren’t past enemies or battles I couldn’t have faced

Now is this adamant wish no one will dare to torn apart

So make this very contract between us last

Allowing undying loyalty to be our powerful bond

Let me drink from undefiled oceans where love is vast

Cause I’m thirsty and tired of the tattered temptation pond